My heart is slowly breaking
My heart is slowly breaking,
Like the break of dawn rising.
A puddle of tears lands at my feet,
Flooding up the room.
Waves of rage wash down on me,
I stomp and scream and yell.
Crashing onto the sand,
My tsunamis of anger.
I feel the feeling coming on,
Like an earthquake in my heart.
The crying and the anger.
No one understands.
Sometimes I have a moment of calm.
The rain stops pouring,
And the tsunami freezes.
But it never lasts.
The world never sees,
Never hears.
In my heart,
There is a constant battle.
Between my emotions.
A battle that’s not psychical,
Not a violent battle.
A battle of feelings.
Feelings of Anger,
Of Emotional Pain and Sadness.
These feelings reign supreme.